I Rather Have No Friends Then Fake Friends , How About You ?
i dunch care how old you are ; if you dunch respect me , i wont respect you ..
" Sunday Sunday Sunday "
& i'm spending my day at home .__. staying at home to look where is my smile gone to ?!
yesterday was a bad & horrible day like vegetable day ferhs me ='[ i cry ! i cry all those tears
been keeping so long ~ & yesterday that place really a relax place ! i can say whatever i want .
i dunch feel stress over there .. really loves the view aloads ! specially " singapore flyer " !
YES ! i lost myself . i dunch know where the old " KOH YING YING " gone to anymore .
i'm not gonna contact people who doesnt wanna contact me ..
i'm tired of start conversation with anyone ! if you guys , really need me - why must i put in effort
when you people did nothing ?! i'm human ! I HAVE FEEL >:
why must you people always wanna wait till i contact you ?! why must i always step the
first step ?! why why why ?!
& this time , I'M SORRY ! i'm not gonna give in . i'm enough all this SHITTING .
same goes to you right ?! since { you & me } not giving in , there nothing gonna change .
leave it nature barhs ! i cant always give in . i cant always call you . i cant always text you first .
this time round , i really break down . who willing repair my heart ferhs me ?!
who willing risk their life just to save me ?! who willing block that bullet ferhs me ?!
sometimes i just want to get far far away from it all , i need a break from everything ..
when you love someone you protect them from the pain ,
you dunch become the cause of it ..
