I Wish You Wanted Me , The Way I Want You
i love friends who always know how to make me laugh ..
" thursday thursday thursday "
working life today ~ & today get nag/scolded ? WTF ! FUCK .
one customer , want buy take awa pack ! then he saw i scoop the ice-cream ,
say what i scoop too little ~ seriously , FUCK ! that time i scoop aloads - he say i
scoop aloads ~ NOW !? wth , he want siahs ? say until like he pay me aloads money liddat ?!
say what i never reach the stranded ? _!_ how much he pay me an hour only ?!
plea-see luhs , people full time you can give $1200 ~ yet another full time you can give $1300 liaos .
what this call ?! " pain xin " still ask that person dunch say out ?! ohh plea-see ..
never heard before , " a paper cant hide the fire forever " ass-hole ..
after let him nag me , i scoop aloads ice-cream to customer ! hack care ~
nb . scoop little jiu say little ! so now , i scoop aloads , HAPPY ? .. boss so what ? big fuck ?!
end work , 5 pm ! straight away bus home .
` 12 July 2012
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working place leave aloads memories ferhs me =[ kinda sad ferhs it .
but , time will heal my wound - agree ?!!
i'm just a outsider to both of them , since both of them is staying one same roof top .
there no point making things clear anymore ! once a lie , always be a lie .
some words , is better to leave unsaid then explaining .
perhaps , one day - i choose to leave ; doesnt mean i'm a loser ! remember ,
i choose to leave i take aloads courage ! like i say , work place leave aloads memories ferhs
three of us .. one day working there , i will think over & over again ... & once i think ,
same question passing my mind , " why we turn this way ? " ..
i tired , i need a deep rest ferhs my heart . ferhs now , i need time to cover my wound .
i can be devil , wanna be angle ? go ahead ! all this shitting wasnt important to me anymore .
i give up ! i totally give up ~ memories shall let black & white .
( Once again , he turn my day with his rubbish :D )
touch her heart , not her body . steal her attention , not her virginity .
make her smile , dunch waste her tears ..
