Close Your Eyes , Clear Your Heart , Let It Go .
problems come and go but it will only make us STRONGER in the end ..
" wednesday wednesday wednesday "
i'm off today ~ & will be spend my time at home .
i really dunch know what to update =[ once again , i cry-ed yesterday ='[ i'm WEAK !
i'm CRY BABY ! i'm SUCK ! its really hurts the most ~ its been so long since i felt this
way , its been so long since i cry over ferhs friends ! this really hard the most & knowing
we wont be back like how we use to it anymore T.T
is there a Happy Pills or Forget Pills ? i need it right now ~ seriously ,
i really dunch know how to face anyone right now ! specially , HER ~ i really trusted her !
YES , really i do ~ but , why must she take ferhs Granted ?! why ? am i stupid or what siahs .
i can talk to her as friends ; but , i'm sure that feeling wasnt the first feeling we got anymore .
` 10 July 2012
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these few day friends are really rare ! i tot three of us is real to each other . i tot three of us
wont hurt each other . i tot three of us wont backstabb each other . i tot three of us will
simply wanna have fun . thats all ~ but , NOW ?! three of us now facing up & down ?! yet ,
none of us not gonna solve it ?! wakao ! once again , i miss those past with them .
everything is just like a DREAM ! its time to wake up ..
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my feeling right now , NO MOOD FERHS EVERYTHING !
deep right , i'm crying ! deep right , i hope three of us will given a chance .
deep right , i'm asking why would we turn to this way ? deep right , i'm trying to learn
how to let go this memories ='[
& i hope this post , would be the last ferhs us !
this how we become right now , i doesnt feel good ! really dunch feel good at all ='[
Doesn't Matter if your Bi , Lesbian , Gay , If You Respect I Will Respect You !
support is not always about giving your opinion
but sometimes just keeping that someone company is enough (: