` 25 July 2012
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today its the day i make the choice =/ i doesnt wanna happen .. but , still i have to
face every problem of mine T.T yess ! i enjoy being treat like princess ~ sighh , i cant
be selfish arhs D: well , what more ?! i wanna him be happy .. i know you will be sad or hurt ~
at least , i have face it ; i cant be Greedy ! i know everything take time ~
( haters only hate the people they can’t have or the people they can’t be .. )
kinda mood like shit right now ! eye swollen plus my eye so dry luhs >: what now ?!
my head killing me .. sighh ~ its been so long since i felt this way ~ really !
* Sotong : thanks ferhs past few day ! i really enjoy those day we spend together .
* 10 july 2012 , first time you ask me ferhs dinner (:
* 12 july 2012 , my mood wasnt good ; you was there to cheer me up .
* 13 july 2012 , its our first movie " ice age 4 "
* 14 july 2012 , both of us went to " mcdonald " & slack near-by .
* 15 july 2012 , first time went to your house see { kiss } ^^
* 17 july 2012 , i'm sick ! you was super care me .
* 20 july 2012 , second movie " Chernobyl Diaries " ..
specially these date (: i cant be selfish anymore . i cant hold you anymore . i doesnt wanna
be princess ferhs two side anymore =[ i really cant be greedy .
what i wanna say ~ just now had say liaos ! doesnt wanna mention here . due to you know
here aloads those kpo people plus , i know you doesnt like i mention so much at my blog .
& like i say i really dunch care what people think or say about me anymore .
cause they not me , they doesnt know the feeling i have been carry & i took how much courage
to face this !! they just read what i wrote . they dunch know what going on .
& if ANYONE wanna know , COME ASK ME INSTEAD ASKING AROUND .
whats going on between { me & you } , i doesnt need to report to anyone right .
when you fail your this mission , keep trying !
cause when you trying , there still HOPE ~ if you cant pass this mission , how you gonna
carry on your next mission right ~ remember , what i say just now ..
sometime its's about choosing between what's best ferhs
yourself
or doing what's the best
ferhs others ..
