A Boy Say He Loves You , But A Man Will Show It
i wish you were here to tell me that everything is gonna be okay ..
"
Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday "
- meet up { bella & denon & boyfriend } at " bugis " 2 plus ~
- went to find { huiqing } & settle our lunch :D
- walk around ~ & bus down to " suntec city " ~ walk to " marine square " !
- { denon & boyfriend } , play bowling ~ while { me & bella } looking ~ hahaha .
- suppose watch " The Dark Knight Rises " & i online booked " The Spider Man " ~ FUCK !
wthhhh ~ seriously , hate myself luhs >: arghh ! & we watch again -.-" kinda sad luhs .
- movie ended 9 plus ~ headed ferhs dinner at " Mcdonald " & train home ~
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` 23 July 2012 - Part Two
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ferhs more ? come back tomorrow :D heehhee ~~
well , these few day ; i really doesnt know who really loves me & care me =[ i doesnt know
where i belong to anymore ! sometimes , i just need someone who share those good & bad times with me .
ferhs this moments , i felt that we are like stranger ~ i doesnt know what you are thinking !
like i say : ( i cant read your mind .. ) when i wanna know something , cant you just answer me ?!
why must like i ask-ed you so so so so many times ?! arghhh ~~
i doesnt know what to say luhs >: ferhs this moments , i dunch feel like talking to you ~
really dunch feel like talking to you ~ i change ?! YESS , same goes to you too .
people change , what doesnt change is the memories !
the prettiest smiles
hide the deepest secrets ..
the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears ..
& the
kindest hearts have felt the most pain ~
i'm facing a problem . i
swear both of you are good guys and i'm like being a bitch much .
but i swear
i'm not toying you guys .. i'm seriously
being such a thick skin girl writing all
these thinking that people would care
much .. you did these , he did that , just ferhs me -
while i'm enjoying being
loved by you both . I FAIL THE TEST . i'm easily falling in love with you &
you ..
now both of you told me what you felt , truthfully ~ after i see what
both of you wrote , i'm totally confuse ..
seriously , god is suddenly
treating me so good ; sending angels from above to take good care of me ,
a
choice to choose , a path to walk with the person i want , a person who love me
and dote me ..
accept that who i'm regardless of anything , which should i choose
? being treated like a princess was my dream ..
and now it came to me . if i
continue to drag these things , all things will be gone .. real soon .
both
will ignore me soon .. i will lose everything that i have been dreaming ferhs ..
time is ticking every moment & i'm confuse luhs ~
i really just need a guy who willing accept my good & bad ~
walk with me the path up & down ~ seriously , am i asking much ?
even if one day , i really give up on both ! doesnt mean , both of you wasnt good enough .
its because ; i felt i'm wasnt good enough ferhs both of you ..
seriously , i'm being a bitch =[ & i also hate myself real real real much like HELL .
every sad woman needs a happy man with a good heart ,
to cure her soul & save her .. 
