♡ Put Your Pride Aside & Just Fight For Me ♡
i always say i dunch care but deep down my heart tells a different story ..
Tuesday , & i'm sick ='[ no one is there ferhs me uh >: siann ! tired .
but still go ferhs Interview at " junction 8 " ~ after interview , went to buy medicine & train home .
will be staying at home ferhs these few day =[ head killing me ! worse is my throat T.T
well , once again - i miss both of them =[ i fail ~ i pretend everything was just a Dream .
i miss those jokes we share =[ i miss our fun at work-place . sighh ~ i'm trying to hide my feeling ..
yes ! i'm hurt ferhs those lies . i should be angry ! but , why am i still miss both of you ?!
ROARS ! i hate this kind feeling luhs . anyone know where can i get a medicine which eaten liaos
can forget everything ?! i'm tired what had happen this few day ! really tired of it .
& i really wanna have a new life again ..
there so much things , i been keeping to myself . i doesnt know who should i turn to ?!
i doesnt know who really worth my trust ?! i doesnt know who wont hurt/harm me ?!
i doesnt know who gonna be honest to me ?! YES , friends are hard to trust nowadays .
But , whats more ?! i still trust { meifonng & pamela } the most among all my girlfriends .
i believe they wont hurt me ~ & three of us will be meeting on 23 July 2012 , as we will
celebrating { meifonng } birthday ~ & its time to FUCK all those bullshitting out (:
hope things will get back to normal .
sometimes trusting a friend is the hardest thing to do ;
even the closest friends can become your enemies ..
as ferhs relationship , its too complicate >: i really doesnt know how to handle luhs .
whats i know is , " always treat your girl right ; if you doesnt want lose her . "
& even if one day , you lose her ! & you still loves her , i believe you would woo her back .
sometime , people make wrong choice ! & prove her that she was wrong .
ohhyarhs , i have finally finish my D.I.Y yesterday (: & i super like what i did ~ hope she would
be surprise what i did ferhs her & its the moments precious to her . i put aloads effort doing it .
hehehhee ~~ i guess thats ferhs all ! see yarhs everyone soon !
you may be able to forgive and forget ,
but understand that things will never ever be the same again ..
