I Think Aloads But I Dunch Say Much
no . i'm not okay . i'm just pretending that i am ..
" Monday Monday Monday "
hello reader , i'm back once again ~ back to yesterday , suppose staying at home end up went go ..
- { littleboy } came over my house with " liang cha " D: i think liddat spell ? .__.
- & he request to go out ..
- so left house 6 plus , bus down to " bugis " ~ & went to bought my slipper .
- train down to " raffle place " , walk to " marine sqaure " , had dinner over there .
- & walk to " clarke quay " had ice-cream =P " strawberry & birthday cake " favour :D
- & home (: nothing special ~~
Random Picture Taken :::
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BELOW PICTURES :::
excuse ferhs my face -.-" due to at home , what the point need doll-up right ?!
plus , this pictures was request to take with him D: my ugly-side ..
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donald duck , cute right ? bought ferhs { gina } (: hehehehe .
as ferhs today , gonna spend my day at home ~ tvvv ! & helping { grandma } do something D:
hope faster finish uhh , kinda lazy do =[ just feel like rolling at my bed !
suppose spend my day watching movie at Funshion want ! end up , that movie cant watch -.-"
seriously , fuck luhs ~ wanna watch badly =[ due to someone wanna me watch .. yet , cant >:
HHHHOOOWWWWWW ?
sian .. well , i guess ferhs today ~ & i will be back on Thursday ?! or maybe Friday .
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never give up easily , you may not next step what happen ~
GIVE UP = NO HOPE
KEEP TRYING = STILL GOT HOPE (:
( every little sweet thing you told me still runs through my mind .. )
i dunch want someone to tell me how much they care and love about me ,
i want someone to prove things they say to me ..
i hate when people dunch understand me ,
dunch know me then judge like they know everything better than ME ..
No Feelings , No Problems
you can replace me but you can't replace the memories you had with me ..
" Sunday Sunday Sunday "
& i'm spending at home ~ due to my eye somehow still swollen , and now look it this O.o
hahaha .. nothing much ferhs today ! somehow , feel like coming back here .
indeed , there are KPO people around me -.-"
dunch judge me from the outside you may not know me but from the inside ..
well , yesterday reader was super aloads ~~ & { shindy } my pretty , she was super sweet at Facebook .
hehehe ! loves her muchh muchhh ~ THANKS FERHS THE CARE =P
˙˙ ¡ ⅄⅂⅂∀Ǝᴚ ˙ noʎ ɥʇıʍ uoıʇɐsɹǝʌuoɔ ʇsǝq ǝɥʇ sɐʍ ʇɥƃıu ʎɐpɹǝʇsǝʎ ~
ɐɥɐɥɐɥ ˙ ʇɥƃıɹ sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ ʎɐʍ-ǝpıs ƃuıpıs ǝʞıן pɐǝɥ ɹnoʎ ʇǝq ı ǝsnɐɔ ¿ pǝɹıʇ pɐǝɥ ' ɐɥɐɥɐɥ
:) ʇı ǝʞɐɯ uɐɔ noʎ ʍouʞ ı ˙ uoıssıɯ ɹǝɥʇouɐ ɹǝʇɟɐ uoıssıɯ ɐ ǝʞıן sı ǝɟıן
¡ uoıssıɯ ʇxǝu ɹnoʎ uo ʎɹɹɐɔ ʇuoʍ noʎ os ' uoıssıɯ ɹnoʎ ɥsıuıɟ ʇsnɯ noʎ ɹǝqɯǝɯǝɹ
& sometime sleeping is nice , you forget about stuff ferhs a while ~
everyone have a habit , just like me .. its really hard to remove my habit arhs D:
just like , mouth say : WILL REMOVE . whats about heart say : I CANT REMOVE LUHS .
sometime , people say ; i hate you , but come to the heart - different story .__.
just like , those haters now reading is what i wrote ! you doesnt know real story .
sometime , its the best not to care people problem when there none of your freaking problem .
when they really wanna tell you , they will auto tell you !
sometime , i know something . i doesnt wanna say out . cause i believe you know yourself better than me .
what you told other people , you understand better than me .. there dunch have a need to say ~
the right guy will show you off to his friends .
he'll take it as slow as you want ; he'll only go as far as you're comfortable with ..
Only If I Still Mean Someone Special To You
life's too short to waste time hating people
back to yesterday shall we ?! went to " Nex " alone ~ wanna get something . end up ,
that things wasnt nice as i expect >: so train down to " bugis " , & bought something ferhs
{ dexter } .. its my gift to him ~ YES ! hope he loves it .. & meet him ferhs dinner at hawker center .
today woke up at 11 plus ~ prepare & without doll up ..
- meet { dexter } at 711 .. weather was damn hot D:
- bus down to " parkway " , settle our lunch over there & walk to " east coast " ..
- we rent bicycle ferhs 2 hour ~ weather is like hot plus windy , good ?!
- & we seat down to chit-chat , heart to heart ~ yess ! i'm cry baby over here luhs ='[
- well , continue our cycling till 4.10 pm ?!
- bus home , & he wait-ed me downstair my house to bath & prepare ..
- & went to his house , suppose have movie session with his brother & sister-in-law ;
end up , i dunch have the mood to go arhs =[ sighhh ~
- went to meet { wenlai } slack awhile & tear rolling down =[ seriously , what wrong with me !
- & ending i went to meet { dexter } awhile , both of us mood wasnt good =[
& like i say , i'm cry baby T.T
- RAINING HEAVY !! so decided walk home under the rain ~
` 25 July 2012
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today its the day i make the choice =/ i doesnt wanna happen .. but , still i have to
face every problem of mine T.T yess ! i enjoy being treat like princess ~ sighh , i cant
be selfish arhs D: well , what more ?! i wanna him be happy .. i know you will be sad or hurt ~
at least , i have face it ; i cant be Greedy ! i know everything take time ~
( haters only hate the people they can’t have or the people they can’t be .. )
kinda mood like shit right now ! eye swollen plus my eye so dry luhs >: what now ?!
my head killing me .. sighh ~ its been so long since i felt this way ~ really !
* Sotong : thanks ferhs past few day ! i really enjoy those day we spend together .
* 10 july 2012 , first time you ask me ferhs dinner (:
* 12 july 2012 , my mood wasnt good ; you was there to cheer me up .
* 13 july 2012 , its our first movie " ice age 4 "
* 14 july 2012 , both of us went to " mcdonald " & slack near-by .
* 15 july 2012 , first time went to your house see { kiss } ^^
* 17 july 2012 , i'm sick ! you was super care me .
* 20 july 2012 , second movie " Chernobyl Diaries " ..
specially these date (: i cant be selfish anymore . i cant hold you anymore . i doesnt wanna
be princess ferhs two side anymore =[ i really cant be greedy .
what i wanna say ~ just now had say liaos ! doesnt wanna mention here . due to you know
here aloads those kpo people plus , i know you doesnt like i mention so much at my blog .
& like i say i really dunch care what people think or say about me anymore .
cause they not me , they doesnt know the feeling i have been carry & i took how much courage
to face this !! they just read what i wrote . they dunch know what going on .
& if ANYONE wanna know , COME ASK ME INSTEAD ASKING AROUND .
whats going on between { me & you } , i doesnt need to report to anyone right .
when you fail your this mission , keep trying !
cause when you trying , there still HOPE ~ if you cant pass this mission , how you gonna
carry on your next mission right ~ remember , what i say just now ..
sometime its's about choosing between what's best ferhs
yourself
or doing what's the best
ferhs others ..
Mistakes Are Often Made To Learn A Lesson
life is too short to put up with people who dunch give a fuck about me ..
" Friday Friday Friday "
& later i'm gonna out alone ~ as i getting something ferhs someone ..
today wake up , saw quite aloads message D: due what happen to my Facebook ?!
sighh ~ like i say ; sometime , i wanna be alone . so i Deactivate my account ~~
there aloads thing been passing through my mind =[
` 24 July 2012 - Part Two
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& this moments , i doesnt wanna talk to anyone ! NONE of them i wanna talk to right now .
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爱你不是两三天
i might have gone away , but that
doesn’t mean i dunch still think about you everyday ..
& if my past is something you can't handle , my future is something you won't be in ..
everyone has a story ; everyone has gone through something that changed them ~