When You Find " The One " , You Will Know
i hate fighting with the one person i want to talk with the most ..
" Sunday Sunday Sunday "
back to yesterday , working from 9.30 am till 2.30 pm . early in the morning , { yanyan }
bought me breakfast & barley :D sweet right . she never fail to buy me barley .
& she suppose work at 11.30 am ! she came accompany me . work till 2.30 pm instead 2 pm .
{ boyfriend } came fetch me .. had lunch together ~ & then went to " jurong point " walk walk ~
& then , the rest i doesnt wanna say liaos , speechless .
& then train home . rest & prepare , doll up myself & went to meet { wenlai & samson } at 7.40 pm ..
waited ferhs { jixuan } & bus down to " kallang " ~ meet the rest .. hmmm
{ marcus , ahsoon , jessie , jialiang , jianpu , jianpu girlfriend ? , ugene , ru ser ? } i guess that all ?
hmmmm , & bus down to " vivo city " ! went to " power house " .. cause its { Jeffery } birthday .
& get " power house " stamp & had small dinner ~~ & party time .. { weilun } came to join us .
drink , drunk , drank till 4 plus & walk to Mcdonald seat awhile
& taxi home with { samson & wenlai } .. home 6 plus liaos ~
` 21 June 2012
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` 22 June 2012
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today , gonna stay at home ~ head still abit dizzy liddat .. plus my ear still got like " zzzzzz " sound -.-"
its been so long since i went to " power house " .. i take aloads courage to go this time !
mood wasnt good these few day ; plus { samson & wenlai } keep asking me go with them ..
i know i shouldnt go , like i say - i take aloads courage to go .
after all , thanks { samson & wenlai } accompany & thanks everyone ferhs yesterday .
Relationship : really not easy task ! not just loving someone . not by just saying " i loves you " ..
its also need prove ~ sometime , i really dunch know what going on between us ..
yes ! i cant deny , i'm tired all this quarrel ? argue ? yet , you did nothing . i also did nothing .
& then , no one gonna start any conversation at all ~ time really fly :
1 week more , its our 1 Year 9 Month Anniversary ..
if loving was my hardest mission , i willing try my best to loves you . But , what if -
your hardest mission is caring me , protect me , loves me - would you still try all your best ?
* like i say : if one day , you fall ferhs someone - i willing give you my blessing . why ?
cause even i keep you by my side without your loves , there no point . i rather set you free .
if i'm your suffer , i rather you leave - dunch suffer with me . at least , you leave me aloads memories .
avoiding something doesn’t always mean that you hate it ,
it could also mean that you want it , but you just know it isn’t right ..
