Trust Is Very Fragile
dunch say you miss me if it's your fault i'm gone
` 28 January 2012 - Part Three
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just came back from " Bugis " =/ went to bought " Valentine Day " gift ferhs boyfriend ..
yet , i dunch know what to buy ~~ its really super hard to buy gift ferhs Guys =[
arghh , plea-see let me have some idea lerhs ~~!! =/ & bought myself some clothes :D
had do my screen protecter :D like FINALLY . liddat go out spend 70 bucks already =.="
i'm tired of quarrelling with you ! you know =[ REALLY TIRED .
sometime , you know my heart is breaking ? you know the pain whenever we quarrel once ?
just once , its already making me tear apart ! i'm not asking much , all i want is
be understanding me !!! you use to be understand me ~ whats now ? where do all those
understanding Gone to ? & i'm not gonna start any conversation with you Anymore ..
if u'r not making any move first , i will not make any move .
cause , i have been letting you in , when will be your turn letting me in ?
effort is depend on that person .. will he/she make that effort ferhs you ?
everyone have feeling , YES ! i'm one of them too ~ i'm making effort ferhs you .
did you make that effort ferhs me too ? .. until now , are you still doubt my loves ferhs you ?
One Year plus Relationship , really not easy to be handle =[
until now , until so far we been together - can i know ; how much i Mean to You ? ..
( tears roll down )
i really have no idea =[ could you tell me ? will you ?
i just wanna be a xinfu girl that all . sound difficult ferhs you ?
all girls , just wanna a guy who will Love & Care her . of course , Understanding .
" i expected much from you cause i know i willing do that much ferhs you "
girls want a guy who say i love you every night and proves it every day .
" that simple "
This Chapters Done ; The Story Goes On
somethings you can't erase , no matter how hard you try .
shall continue with pictures first barhs :D ENJOY !!
` 28 January 2012 - Part Two
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back to yesterday (: super last min , mum wanna bring me do the phone =/
so had a rush prepare =[ & meet them downstair ..
- { ahken uncle } drive us to " Raffle Place " there .. & its was Close -.-"
- & then to " ps " ~~ :D not much people , wait-ed awhile only ^^
- { ahken uncle } also get IPHONE4 .. hehehe .. & they never help to cut the SIM Card D:
~ i'm meeting boyfriend at " ps " ..
- after { mum } know , she said : we go together then we drop you the nearest MRT station .
- so after cutting my SIM Card , they drop us neart MRT station ( dunch know how to spell ) ..
- train down to " Tampines " :D shop awhile .
- train down to " Marine Square " :D ~ bought my handphone casing ^^
- home 8 plus .. as usual , boyfriend send me HOME first (:
reach home , bath ~ BOOK CHALET ONLINE . & start doing my handphone ! LOL .
& sleep around 1 plus .. D:
today , will be staying at home (: must prolly this week will be at Home .
i guess that all .. SEEEEE YYYARRRHHHS !
ohhyarhs , still wanna our FRIENDSHIP continue , do SMS me your NAME :D
" 82682713 "
really appreciate those who SMS me already :D muchh lovesss !
sometimes you have to just walk away , and accept things happen for a reason .
even if that reason hurts so bad ..
Big Dreams & Expensive Taste
appreciate what you have , and do your best for a better world ..
HIHIHI !!!
sorry , yesterday didnt update =/ i'm super Tired D: yyawwnnnn !
well , back to yesterday =]
- meet boyfriend at my house 11.15 am & left house 11.35 am ~
- train down to " Bedok " (:
- meet { bella & denon } at mrt control station ~
- meet { yinfen & meifonng & hongwei } at Mcdonald .
- { peekee } came after that , follow by { pamela & jack } .
- had lunch at Mcdonald & bus down to { craven } house !! ^^ ~~
~ his house full of GREEN colour o.o lol ~ its prove that his family super love GREEN ? ..
- slacking around (: playing blackjack :D:D:D & LOSE -.-" siannnn ~
- & we " lao yu sheng " :D HUAT AHHHHHHHH ~ ^^
- had dinner over his house , as his mum's prepare " curry chicken " ..
- blaa blaa blaaa , blackjack again . LOL ! ... left his house around 7 plus almost 8 pm .
- { meiifoong , peekee & jojo } went home .. =[
- as ferhs us , { craven , yinfen , bella , denon , pamela , jack , boyfriend & I } ...
- his { craven dad } drive us to " Marine Bay " :D
- walk walk & we play one HIGH ride over there o.o & i'm screaming !!
- three couples of us , " lao yu sheng " again .. COOLLL ~
- { pamela & jack } left 10 plus . as they meeting friends =[
- the rest of us , seating there rest & bus home 11 plus .
- TIRED TIRED TIRED , after the whole day playing ~~~~~~~~~~
really had a great day yesterday ~ we play play play so much ; & pictures wasnt
taken aloads =[ BUT , we have aloads FUN & MEMORIES , right ?
heheheheehehhe .. well , dunch know when our NEXT meeting uhh ='[
all of us seem so Busy liddat =[ now , only special events surely MEET ..
no matter where i am , you girls will always place in my Heart :D
` 28 January 2012 - Part One
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did you guys notice that i didnt take with Guys alone .__. well , i also dunch know why . LOL =X
the last pictures of them ~~ all like " NOT HAPPY ? COME LUHS " .. HAHAHAHAHAHA ..
later meeting boyfriend :D ask-ed him pei me go see how to go my training place ..
ohhyarhss ~ i got my NEW HANDPHONE ! which is IPHONE4S -.-" i doesnt want this phone derhs .
i wanna other phone .. then my mum say that phone not good -.-" then i say , why all the same
phone siahs ? later phone ring , all check the phone D: WTHHHH . sighhhhh .
" out of sudden , old memories flash back =[
& i miss the old us ~~ not now .. "
the first person who's on your mind the moment you open your eyes
after a long sleep is the reason of either your happiness or your pain .
My Mouth Is Smiling ; But My Eyes Look All Sad
they smile to your face while they have their knives to your back ..
wake up at 12 plus .. prepare & left house around 1 plus ? i think so =/
walk to " hawker center " bought some food ~ taxi down to boyfriend house .
had lunch at his house :D .. & left his house 4 plus ~~ boyfriend prepare always so long -.-"
wthhh .. suppose meet { bella & denon } 4.30 pm ! end up meet them 5 plus ~ >:
meet liaos , went to have EARLY DINNER ! LOL ~~~ Stingray ^^ hahahhaa .
& we dunch have a peaceful dinner -.-" freaking nosy like HELL !
why ? those stupid lion dance !! D: after one liaos , then another lion dance come -.-" FUCK !
faster eat & left there ~~ bus down to " parkway " :D shop around
& home 8 plus :D hehehe , as usual - boyfriend send me home first =P
` 27 January 2012
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THATS ALL :D SHORT PICTURES ..
YES ! i know i'm F-A-T =[ ~~ been eating aloads stuff since Chinese New Year D: ARGHH .
those nice food turn me this way luhs T.T siannnn ~~~
that why , I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR >: plea-seeee just take away some
fats at my stomach & those chubby-ness at my FACE !! PLEA--SEEEEEEE ..
" sometimes , i just want you treat me more nice than other people ='[ "
life is like a book .
everyday has a new page with adventures to tell ,
things to learn and tales to remember ..
