` 26 May 2011
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below pictures : { xuanxuan } always like to do this face . HAHA :D
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Treasure The Tears
life still goes on ...
yesterday chatted on phone with { zoeeee } (: yeshhh , its a happy chatting =]
both of us will chatting about .... yesh , hope my wish will come true barhs .
cause in first place they wasnt meant to be together at all . it was just , sigh !
went to have breakfast with { xuanxuan , grandma , uncle } .. bought some vegetable ferhs tonight
& home around 1 plus .. & phone rang o.o { little boy } called .
& i at toilet vomiting .. D: sigh , mood wasnt good luhs >: well , today not so much
pain (: recover soon ?! hope so . ate my medicine , head felt dizzy .. so told him i wanna sleep
awhile .. Hang Up . thats all ferhs today .
tomorrow going back to check my wound =/ appointment at 10 am !
next week going back take out stitches ..
Personal Words : should i say you still care ? why until so long , you still holding back
that incident ? its past so many years liaos ='/ i sms you , your reply to me like i'm very fan ni .
sigh .. after that , went sister come back home & told me about you ask her how my
surgery .. i'm surprise ! why ? why must you treat me this way when you doesnt want ?
let those bygones be bygones can ? i really want talk to you like we use to not
like now .. am i really very irritating to you ? .. =/ izzit really after 3 years you then will
talk to me ? plea-seeeee stop treating the way doesnt want in first place .
your hate to me should be enough already .. if time could turn back , i would think
twice & follow my heart . after all , your letter really make me smile whenever i read .
i know what i'm doing . i dunch need anyone to give those comments .
you know , i know - that will do .. isnt it ? people trying to be nice . yet ?
yeshhh , if your words doesnt sound nasty . i wont talk nasty back to you .
from that Year ! all your words to me is Bullshit (: am i right zoe ? sweeyan ? & little boy ?
& finally , i dunch need keep lying myself anymore :D
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always be yourself and never be afraid to show people who you really are .
remember , an original is worth so much more than a copy or replacement (:
people use to called me Bitch .. or even worse than Bitch o.o i also accept it (:
i accept it doesnt means i admit i'm one of it .. i accept it , cause i really dunch care
what people think of me .. even i'm one of it remember i'm definitely not a heartless Bitch ..
