` 23 April 2011
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Mind Said NO - Heart Said YES
she wasnt that brave enough
whole day been staying at home =/ suppose go down " Bugis " pass something to
{ meimei } .. end up didnt go , due to laziness =X as weather also fucking HOT luhs >:
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tomorrow Monday . wondering what to do tomorrow also =/ siann luhs . wanna get job soon ! But ,
dunch want so fast .. yet , i stay at home also nothing to do .. -.-'' aiyarhs , dunch know luhs ..
seriously , i really dunch know what wrong with me these few day D: argh .
getting dunch understand myself anymore .. the feeling was like - i lost myself =[
people , pleas-see dunch act infront of me when you HATE me alright . its SUCK !
cause your face already wrote the answer . dunch make me wanna puke alright ?
i would accept what you HATE me ! but , dunch HATE me ferhs who i am not (:
&&& of course , what happen on me - its will happen on you too , dunch believe ? time
shall prove to you ^^ just dunch try harm people ; people wont wanna harm you D:
i'm tired of people who act infront of me , i'm really really really tried ! GET IT ? so stop it .
i just dunch understand what the point HATING someone yet still wanna talk to him/her ? what
the point getting closer to him/her ? just wanna let people know how strong was your MASK is ?
no matter how strong it was - i believe it will show true color one day .
& that day shall be the day you felt you had already left NOTHING !
i'm longer not the girl you guys know in PRIMARY/SECONDARY school anymore ..
people who trying to harm me / backstabb me / hurts me / or WHATEVER it is ! i believe its will
happen on you .. i just wanna be a normal girl smile everyday . making friends around .
plea--seeeee ! let this over soon & let everything be fresh again ..
dunch here talk talk aloads BULLSHIT ! & then close to another person .. your words , is full of
SHIT SMELL ! so stop it before you burn the whole paper & get so many problem ..
what you doing , YOU & GOD KNOW ! stop choosing friends around you .
sighh , i have aloads words to say - i guess there dunch have a NEED to continue anymore .
dunch take people granted - they wont take you ferhs granted too (:
cause no people wanna take ferhs GRANTED .. * think twices *
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want people trust you - trust people first .
want people honest to you - honest to people first .
want people treat you as friend - treat people as friend first .
( be friend with people dunch FULL of motive .. )
want people respect you - YOU RESPECT PEOPLE FIRST .
dunch compare me & other _!_
some people come into our lives and quickly go .
some stay ferhs awhile and leave footprints on our hearts .
and we are never, ever the same.
