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I Still Need Have More Courage
her heart-break into thousand of pieces
this few day lazy to draw eye-liner =/ so yarhs , as usual - without eye-liner to work (:
days & life as usual repeating .. =/ nothing special . closing at 9.30 pm &
bought MacDonald's ferhs { sister } & bus home ..
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gonna rest early today =/ tomorrow interview arhs D: gonna wake up at 8 AM !#$%^&*&^%$# :(
well , people dunch judges me by my Pictures .. not everything you think was right .
those smile on my faces , there always have reason behide it ='/ yeshhh ! i admit , i wasnt happy !
I'M TIRED OF THIS & THAT ! i'm tried of quarreling .. i'm tired of facing problem ..
these few day , i really hard to " Smile " .. just a simply smile .. yet ? i cant make it anymore T.T
& taking pictures i seldom smile already =/ if you
people notice , aloads of my pictures was like " tootoo or chuuu " faces .. T.T
( dear smile , plea-see come back soon ! i need the smile to turn my day .. )
its hard knowing the fact everyone thinks you have a wonderful life ,
fun , happy , and cheerful life ; but when you are alone ,
you cry ferhs no reason you just cry and cry till you feel happy
and then when you are happy you want to feel sad again - and just keep crying
i dunch wanna hear any words , just tell me i love you ...
that would be enough every day !
